Had a rough day today. It started out well. I was optimist that it will be a good day. But it didn’t. In fact i broke down and cried a bucket.
I felt relieved.
But the other side of me, in a weird way, felt so badly.
So i succumbed to my other side, and sent an sms to apologize.
I know damaged is done. Forgiveness is what i seek.
I believe that i don’t degrade myself at all for seeking forgiveness though the blame wasn’t mine.
I also believe that someday, something good will come out of this.
I just have to wait.
As for now, i will wait for her response.
As for now, i will have to take some medicine to stop my pounding head.
As for now, solace is what i need.