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The Ugly Truth

Yani tagged me on why do i blog few weeks ago. Now only i ghave got time and the urge to list down the reason why.

Most of the reasons are the same.

I re-list the reason why;

1. to vent : i venting and channeling my anger here. It is better than i speak to the person right before them. When you put things into writing, you are forced to think before you write. I thought it brings no harm. Somehow I think i am wrong.

2. as a journal: to remind me of the life i have live, the event i have attended and witnessed, as record of my journey.

3. i love writing: i have starting writing in my diary at the age of what, 9 – 10, if i am not mistaken. i’ve kept writing journals when i was in secondary school.

Something that somewhat was a compulsory thing to do (thanks to En. Yasser, my english teacher) once is now my passion.

I have started blogging in year 2001 (if i recall this correctly) on pitas[dot]com. Then i moved on to blogdrive. I deleted the blog due to some issues (which i regretted till now) and here i am.

I hope i won’t be losing this blog just like bro. MadRedo1 did. I have backup all my blog posts btw.

🙂

I write whenever i feel like writing. Almost about everything that comes across my mind. Most of the time, i screen the topics, afraid it would hurt some people. But we never knew.

I try to avoid negative vibes. However, recently, i did posted something that stirred some people’s life.

I know, sometimes i write metaphorically. You’ll have to read between the lines. But the post that i mentioned was meant literally. Crystal clear.

You know, in writing, people tend to get you message wrongly. Different people read with different intonation, and definition.

To whom it may concern,

I am sorry if it made you angry. That wasn’t my intention.

But i am not sorry that i decided to post that entry, for i know what i wrote, and what i meant, and whom it was referring to.

If you read again that particular entry, with less emotionally, then you’ll understand.

However, if it still hurts, i would like to suggest you to never come to my blog anymore.

A little draggy post eh?

tanda-tanda anda dirundung stress

1. Masa sebelum lunch, kepala sakit ya amat. Sejurus nak keluar lunch (balik rumah) kepala yang berdenyut pun baik. Hampir pukul 2, pakai tudung untuk kembali ke ofis, dilanda sakit kepala semula.

2. Duduk di ofis, tiba-tiba rasa bahu berat macam diletakkan beban batu yang amat berat. Tengkuk sakit. Bila balik bahu ringan semula.

3. Period yang datang berminggu-minggu tanpa tanda berhenti. Bila berhenti kerja sahaja, terus tak period lagi.

Apakah anda turut mengalami tanda-tanda yang sama?

Mahukan kit pengurang stress?

Nah, percuma sahaja.

source: google

😛

Anyway, here is a good reading on myths about workplace stress. It says the truth on stress isn’t about the work. Feeling bad about work gives you stress.

Iye ke? Iye ke?

Macam tak (nak) percaya je.

😛

Post Exam Blues

I have been feeling a little blue since the exam. Feeling a bit frustrated, i couldn’t help myself to get over it.

Aisey! Menci la perasaan gini.

Life has to go on anyway.

Money-wise has been quite tight for us lately. I don’t understand how could that happen.

Maybe it has been in such state all these while, maybe i was just ignorant. We still can afford to live as we do, except for the shopping part. No splurging for the unnecessary.

Aiyoh!

health-wise, i am getting better but fitter NOT! Eversince i got the massage, the headache subsided, and today marked the 5th day i don’t need to depend on Coffax (the migraine pill).

Betapa ku bersyukur dengan nikmat kesihatan.

Seriously, you never know what you missed until it is gone. I will take care care of myself religiously so that the pain will all go away and never comes back. Heh.

Btw, i am so in need of a new purse/wallet and sungguh la jeles dengan vivavogue kerana telah menshoppingkan diri dengan bag-bag yang cukup untuk beberapa tahun mendatang (as she claimed). Bought one last weekend only to realized that it won’t fit all my cards – entah apa-apa card, MPH yang dah expires, Popular membership card, bla bla bla.

In the end, I gave it to my mom.

I also badly in need of new working shoes. Went to Jusco twice only to find nothing. I’ll try shoe-hunting in MP this friday.

Yiehaa.

Besides, i also plan to get few pieces of clothes to make new baju kurung for work. Been quite sometimes since i make one.

Eh, eh, eh..why with all these shopping and buying talk?

Very the contradiction with the first few paragraphs i typed before-lah!

On the other note, i want to try something new for myself. Few things on my list are:-

1. To try make my own tudung.
2. To make dessert – pengat pisang and also trifle (i am craving for sweet stuff lately, and no, i am not pregnant again!)

Oh before that, i have to remind myself to mend the husband’s pockets. Nanti diperli-perlinya aku sebab kain perca pun kena beli, tapi jahitnya tak lagi. 😛

On top of all these, we will have the 5S auditing today. Good luck to us, and hope that we won’t get the lowest marks among others.

too many

to blog, too little time.

adoi aku mahu berblog.

but time is limited.

reached home from kl at 8.40 pm yesterday.

managed to read a few blogs then off to do laundry and stuff.

i’ll be going to sabah tomorrow.

am not ready yet, physically, mentally.

hmm

anyway, watch out this space for these entries when i am back from Sabah.

1. The Game (The meetup with The Diva and the Vava vah)

2. The Weekend well spent (without the Net)

3. The Royal and the basket of books.

i think the husband will blog the #3 entry before i do. Ehehe.